I know she doesn’t feel well right now and I know she’s just a puddle of tears but I can’t bring myself to go in there and just hold her like she needs to be. What the fuck is wrong with me?! Why can’t I just suck it up and be the daughter she deserves? This is a moment I have been dreading for months and now it’s here and all I can bring myself to do is say, “if you need anything let me know”. I’m so emotionally retarded.

This is going to be a big emotional post. So don’t read it. It’s pointless. I just want to get all this shit I’m feeling out. Word vomit. Here we go.

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